gettinglifeback

I am 1 week 1 day post op and feeling a little bit of regret I'm not going to lie. I think for me I was expecting NOT to want the things that I would normally want or craved before surgery. I know those things are what got me into this position so I'm just trying to fight it. I LOVE potatoes and I LOVE chic-Fil-La, so to see my daughter and husband eat those things and I smell it I honestly feel like crying. I'm doing my best to push on I really have no choice unless I want to feel horrible. I guess what I'm trying to say is at this very moment I DO some what regret this decision only because I have no control and I cannot have those things . I carefully made this decision and I do believe in the long run it will be for the best. Nothing worth having is going to be easy. That is what I keep telling myself. I mean even if I were dieting without the surgery it would still be difficult so I feel like at least now I have tool to keep me on track. Good luck and push through it....It will payoff