missy

Live longer, see my 4 kids grow older and graduate collage and have kids of there own. To be able to walk down the street unnoticed, for wearing a nice bathing suit, to enjoy my life and not fester in my own self pity for being big! To fit in to a chair and not feel like I have crammed every being of me in it! And to do something amazing to celebrate a new life and to be lucky to have it! And no more sleep apnea.

I am in Rayleigh Essex England! So far away! But love reading all your story's updates and chats so heart warming and inspirational! Well I am officially now a loser!!! 4 days out!! And am pleased, hope your all done fab xxx

Baby girl I hope all goes fantastic for you I came home yesterday had my surgery Friday!! Keep us updated I am sure all will be great much love xxx

Go girls your doing fab!! 2 days till surgery and I am very very emotional today keep crying and haven't even got dressed! Just want to be done now!!!

Well done that is fab! I am on the milk diet 6 days in 10 pound down! Next 5 days, I feel so tired with it!! Can't wait till surgery on the 22/6 so can start recovery xc

Yes wrong one lol!!! I found you can't add you as no friend button! Or message button! Xxx

Hi have found some of you!! Not all of you! You can find by email as well mine is melissa.peters2@hotmail.co.uk great to stay in contact meet new people and know someone else shares your hopes and aspersions and we all move forward as beautiful individuals!!!! Mucho love!! Xx

Do when your ready girl!!!i am same as you I do t wish to deal with. Negative at this very moment in time!!! Once it's done say what you like be easier to deal with, this is all a hard enough choice as it is adding more stress is not needed!!! Here to support you!! X

If ok I will add you all when I get home of my weekend away! I am under melissa peters a blond model in lingerie!! As that is what I do for a living sell saucy undies!!!! Lol xxx

I am so with you on this! I have 4 kids I want to enjoy them and not embarrass them not being able to take them swimming! Doing mums race on sports day!! It's emotional but that and them keep me focused xxxxx

My husband, sister, mum and a handful of close friends know and that's it!! My dad and brother don't as they would not agree with my decision and would make it hard! My dad is an arse like that!! I will tell people in my own time!i don't wish to be judged just yet! I wish to settle in to me 1 st I know I have made the right choice! And stupid as it sounds I am looking forward to my surgery on the 22 of this month!!! Do it when your ready xcx

Thinking of you wish you a speedy recovery much love xxxx

Wow excited for you both!! My surgery is the 22nd a few days before you! Nice to know someone at the same stage!! Xxxx

Op is on the 22, I can't wait to battle my bulge head on! Think it's just anxiety never been away from all kids at once and I haven't really told anyone! But can't wait to feel normal! Lol! X

See cant even type correct I am pre op not post op! I am leading up to! Start milk diet on Monday! So getting very close! My hubby is the only person supporting me! I am scared witless! Sending my 4 kids over sea to family so I can recover in relative peace! We shall see!! Just a bag of emotions x