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thank you lucky starting tomorrow I'm going to do better go back to the basics I need a change

school is going well I'm supposed to graduate in December so I'm just praying I make it through you're right I shouldn't overwhelm myself doing too much I know what I have to do to be where I was if I fall off the wagon I usually say well whatever I'm tired of diet talk but I shouldn't be like that just making excuses thank you so much i needed these wise words more than you know.

you're so right oh wow all of that and a single mom too I repeat you're so strong I'm going to try to incorporate some exercise and eating better small changes right? I just need to stay focus on what she'd want me do and where she'd want me to be

thank you so much for your reply you're a very strong person I'm sorry for your loss I couldn't imagine dealing that in the span of 5 years

Ok hello all I've been gone awhile lost log on information had to create a new one. I had my surgery October 17th 2011 everything was going great I was focused and losing pounds exercising was near my goal then that all ended December 8th 2012 my mother passed away due to a pulmonary embolism to the left lung due to her plastic surgery. I was preparing to start my nursing program in January . All of my benefits were cut off because I had medical through my mom she was a hemodialysis technician. So I have no more medical no more surgeon meeting follow ups I feel lost ihave no idea how I'm doing so well in school but I am . I just have so much stress and pressure on me to make sure my dad's ok weightloss has been pushed to the back of my priorities but I know how much being healthy was to my mom I'm just stuck was 179 approaching my goal weight now I'm 194 please help