dlopez978

After 2 years of waiting and prepping....I finally get my date of surgery! I was confident, I was prepared....until the moment I got the call from the surgeons office! Now I feel nauseous...nervous...dont want to eat...I just want to cry! To make matters worse, anger is now kicking in...im angry at myself for having to result to this! Cmon now....I worked so hard to get here and now I want to call it quits!? I dont know whats wrong with me....wth!? Not sure if im just nervous....but this feeling sucks! This is what I have been waiting for, and now not so sure! Has anyone been through this? If so...how did you cope with it?

I'm done with everything. I have one appointment with the nutritionist left, then they send my paperwork to get approved for surgery. They stalled my appointment wit the surgeon due to gaining some weight (2 1/2 pounds, which I'm assuming was due to gettin the upper gi that leaves u gassy for days).

I have Dr. Rivera. Dont have date yet....waiting for approval.