ashbhey

Mine are 22 mo. I guess I just can't see leaving them without their Mommy. I've had sooooo many obstacles to get to my surgery date and I keep thinking, "were they signs I shouldn't be having it?" Or is it a signing should because I've overcome them all.

Ok.. I'm sooooo sooooo sooooo scared of dying. I have twin girls. What if I die?? I've literally been writing a "if you're reading this, I'm gone" letter. I'm so scared. AND I get sleeved on the 18th. My insurance runs out the end of this month (husband got a new job). What if something goes wrong?? I'm freaking out. Someone talk me off the edge, tell me this is normal, and I can do this.

Sooooo.. I'm having my surgery on the 18th (of March). I guess I was under the impression I would be ok after a day or 2. I have twin girls that are 22 months, and well have no help after my 3Rd day post op. Is this reasonable or should I reschedule for a time when ill have more help?