I am nervous. I am getting excited. I was originally scheduled for bypass Nov 5 then backed out. I wasn't ready. The surgery made me so nervous I had a panic attack. Full on panic attack. However, in Feb I went back to the center, changed doctors and asked more about the sleeve. Both the doctor and the sleeve procedure seemed like a much better fit. So I am sowing my best to stay positive, not get anxious, and actually get excited? Where are you, wonder? I'm in NH my surgery will be in MA though.