BamaGirl26

Thank you for sharing all of this! But could you please elaborate on the strange body odors? Also, did they have you up and walking right after your surgery?

I am going to be sleeved on Valentine's Day! On day 3 of liquids. Ick. It's tough, but today seems to be easier. We CAN do this!

Thank you Hollyrock! I'm going to check it out right now!

I'm originally from Huntsville, Alabama. I live in Arizona now.

This is the first day of the rest of my life. Day one of the clear liquids pre-operative diet. I have dreaded this day for some time now. About two weeks ago, my 10-year-old daugher told me, with resignation in her voice, that I should, "Eat what you can, while you can." I wholeheartedly agreed. Every day after that, I thought about what I would love to eat and how much of it I would eat. After a couple of days I realized that I didn't really want anything! I was sick of food and my dysfunctional relationship with it! I couldn't wait for...today. Now it's here. I didn't sleep well last night. I had wicked weird dreams. I think that my stress level is probably through the roof. Thank goodness I am not prone to high blood pressure. I woke this morning with butterflies in my stomach. I'm excited and scared at the same time. I'm afraid that my brain will sabotoge the pre-op requirements. I know I can keep my stomach full. I am allowed only a few things. Protein drinks (3x per day) mixed with water, broth, clear juices, Gatorade, and water. Not the most palatable diet, but obviously I can live through it. My sort of sick thinking takes me to people who are not as fortunate as I. I think of those who have no running water and would give anything for broth. Third world countries. That's what I'll rely to get me through. Demented. The center that I am going through for this surgery is very helpful. They require each patient to take pre-surgery classes and a post-surgery class. It's been very interesting and enlightening. In each pre-surg class, I could pick out the people that will fail at this. They are the ones complaining about each step of the process and whining about requirements. I wanted to scream at them and tell them that they need to start taking responsibility for what they've become. I know that it's my fault that I'm fat. I know that it's my fault that I've put everyone's needs before mine for the last 15 years. I chose not to make the right decistions. I chose to live to eat rather than eat to live. I am responsible. Now I am going to be held accountable. During one of the pre-surg classes, three different people asked the nurse about caffeine and whether or not they should stop indulging in it. All three times, the nurse was very vague. She stated that, "The surgeon prefers you to be caffeine free right before and right after the surgery." Hmmm. That's not really an answer. I decided not to press for it because I like caffeine. It wards off the demons. I tried to wean myself off of my one can per day Diet Coke habit, but it seems that unless I want a dull, roaring headache on a daily basis, I cannot. So, I won't. I have decided that I will sip my Diet Coke and ration it to the smallest amount possible and still be pain free. I will refrain from any caffeine a few days before surgery. I'm thinking that I will be sick of living on liquids by then and a headache will be a welcome change of focus. I have learned, by reading this forum, that there are a million different pre-op diets and that each surgeon has a preference. I have researched why we are on this pre-op diet and why my surgeon has required it for such a lengthy period of time. I understand all of this, but that doesn't mean I'm happy about it! Because my insurance is paying for this, I have decided that I will just be thankful and comply with most all of the doctor's wishes. My surgeon's office have stated to me that the MANDATORY protein diet should include Bariatric Advantage protein powder and bars. Apparently, they used to sell it right from the office but when I asked the nurse how I would be held accountable for using this specific product, again, she was vague. So, I purchased the bars. They taste like cardboard now, but on day seven they will probably taste like heavan. The powder is icky. So, I'm supplementing with Premier and Muscle Milk. They just taste better. Protein is protein. As long as I'm not loading up on sugar, I will survive. My liver will shrink and my stomach will be removed. The photo is of my support team. My husband, son, and daughter. If I had a photo of all of my friends together, I would include it. I am very lucky to have such wonderful people in my life. My colleagues are rooting for me too. The key person in my success, besides myself, will be my very best girlfriend, Tammi. She has been my bff for over 15 years now. She was sleeved in August 2011. She reached her goal just over her year anniversary and has since had some plastic surgery to tighten up those loose areas. She was always beautiful inside and out to me, but now she actually feels it for herself. I'm so proud of her. She is my encyclopedia of vertical sleeve gastrectomy information. I feel very empowered and knowleadgeable and prepared because of her. Last February (2012) I embarked on my millionth time to start Weight Watchers. I weighed myself one morning and cried. I had never been as heavy...299 pounds. I couldn't let myself go over that 300 mark. My husband hugged me and told me that we could do it together. I thought of Tammi and said to myself that I didn't need WLS. That I could do this. I was seriously ready. I joined a gym and got a trainer. First time for losing weight and excerising at the same time. I loved working out! It was really fun. I was losing weight and, most importantly, losing inches! Seven weeks in, I stopped losing. I injured myself in the gym. This went on for 5 months. I didn't give up. I was stuck. I would lose a pound and gain a pound. Then I injured myself a second time. I gave up. I really don't think that the average trainer understands that a fat person cannot do what a more fit person can do. This isn't The Biggest Loser! In June, our insurance provider changed. I was browsing the list of changes to our policy and coverage when it caught my eye. The new policy actually covered some weight loss surgeries! With bated breath, I read it and reread it. I decided that I was going to swallow my pride, go to my primary care physician, and spill my guts. The day that I went to see my doctor was cathartic. I had never spoken about my weight out loud, in anything besides a self-deprecating manner, to anyone. Ever. I told him everything I've ever done, every pain I have, every fear I have, and cried. He hugged me and told me that he would help. And he did. I had already had a consultation with the bariatric surgeon. He told me I was making the right decision. Now I had to jump through the hoops. So we started jumping together. Now, here I am. My insurance company said YES! I'm so very excited about how my life is going to change. I know this is not going to be easy. The surgery is the tool. It's my brain I worry about. I have to let go of all of the thoughts and habits that I've adopted through the years. I have to start living for me and me first. I have to start eating to live rather than living to eat. The Southern in me is going to have difficulty, but I know that with the support at home and at the surgeon's office...I GOT THIS! Beginning weight on day one of pre-op diet is 289.6 lbs.

Today is my first day on clear liquids for pre-op! I'm excited and scared at the same time. I just keep repeating that I CAN DO THIS! in my head. I have lots of support. I'm so glad that I get to stay home tomorrow and Sunday. I don't want to be mean to my students! LOL! Good luck to you. I'm being sleeved on Valentine's Day!

Today is my LAST day of food! I feel sad and mad and glad! I go to clear liquids tomorrow with 4 protein shakes per day with only water mixed in. Gross. I know this is the right decision for me but it doesn't make the jacked up relationship that I"ve had with food for my whole life any easier to break up!

Is anyone in Arizona? Having surgery in Phoenix?

My surgeon says that Bariatric Advantage is MANDATORY for my pre-op and post-op diet. I ordered it even though many of the people in this forum say it's gross. I did purchase the Premier Protein already made shakes from Sam's Club. The vanilla isn't bad but the after taste is icky. I'm thinking that all protein has this icky taste so I'm just going to have to suck it up. Anyone else trying different proteins?

Me too! I'm scheduled for Valentine's Day! I thought it was the perfect day for me to fall in love with myself all over again! I start my Clear liquids pre-op diet on Feb 1st. So not looking forward to it but if it means that my insurance is paying...hey, I'm in! I'm in Phoenix and having surgery with Dr. Fang. Awesome name, right? I will be at Bridges Weight Loss Center. Doesn't seem to be many people to connect with there (on here). My best friend had this surgery in August 2010 and has been mega successful. I know I will be too! I'm SOOOOO excited! I'm not sure of my goal weight. I don't even care. I just want to feel good! I'm very tech impatient so I haven't figured out the ticker yet. The site seems very slow while I'm here at work. Oh, and I teach high school! Good luck to everyone.

I'm not allowed to add anything to my protein pre-op shakes. Do you think I can live with the vanilla? I am not a big fan of chocolate.

I'm having surgery on the 14th but in Phoenix. I'm looking for buddies too!

Hi Everyone. I'm scheduled to have my wls performed on Valentine's Day! I'm super excited. No second guessing here at all. I start my liquid diet next week. Not looking forward to it but I'm trying to stay positive and keep my eye on the prize. I'm hoping to connect with others having surgery at the same place or that live in the vicinity.

Thanks for the tips everyone. My surgeon's office told me that Bariatric Advantage was mandatory, but I'm not sure how they will know what I have. I'm going to GNC tomorrow to check out what samples I can pick up. I've heard that there's a brand at costco that I should really check out. Thanks again and I just realized I have only TEN more days until the liquid diet so I need to get on the ball and figure out what I'm going to do!

Mine is for 13 days. I am very worried about it too. I teach high school and worry about being terrible to my students! I keep thinking that I don't want to do something that will cause me harm. What if I don't follow the diet and something happens during surgery because of what I failed to do? I've failed at my relationship with food. I don't want to screw up my only chance to rectify that. Keep in touch and we can update one another! Beth

My surgery is scheduled for Valentine's Day. I start my pre-op, Clear liquids and Protein shakes diet on February 1st. My surgeon's office says it's mandatory that I purchase Bariatric Advantage Meal Replacements. I've heard they are icky. Besides, how does he know what I have? I'm wondering if your surgeon suggested or required any specific brand. What brand did you use? Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated. My diet will be as follows: 3 Protein Shakes + 1 bar Water Clear fruit juices Gatorade broth sugar free Jell-O Sugar Free Popsicles

My pre-op diet start on February 1st and my surgery is scheduled for Valentine's Day! My surgeon suggests that I purchase Bariatric Advantage meal replacements and bars for those two weeks. Everything I've heard/read about them says they really bite. Can you all share what protein your surgeon suggested? I would truly appreciate it. I'm trying to test and compare different ones before I commit. Thank you!