Shannalee

Highest Weight: 425 Surgery Weight: 395 Surgery Date: 05/07/2013 Last Weeks Weight: 330 Today's Weight: 329 Total Loss: 96 pounds Man it's taking forever to get to 100 pounds. I think a change is due in my plan. Sent from my iPhone using RNYTalk

Highest Weight: 425 Surgery Weight: 395 Surgery Date: 05/07/2013 Last Weeks Weight: 335 Today's Weight: 330 Total Loss: 95 pounds Nothing lost but nothing gained......so close :-) Sent from my iPhone using RNYTalk

Highest Weight: 425 Surgery Weight: 395 Surgery Date: 05/07/2013 Last Weeks Weight: 335 Today's Weight: 330 Total Loss: 95 pounds Sent from my iPhone using RNYTalk

Highest Weight: 425 Surgery Weight: 395 Surgery Date: 05/07/2013 Last Weeks Weight: 338 Today's Weight: 335 Total Loss: 90 pounds 10 more pounds & I'm at 100......woohoo. At least I'm moving in the right direction now :-) Sent from my iPhone using RNYTalk

I'm back to the gym but I did 2 miles on the elliptical yesterday & might do water aerobics tonight.....not sure though. Might just do the elliptical again. At least I have the urge to workout again. Sent from my iPhone using RNYTalk

It does getting used to.....taking care of me instead of everyone else. So my doc put me on Celexa so let's hope this helps. I've never been on an antidepressant but I think it's a good start to helping me through this time :-) Sent from my iPhone using RNYTalk

Wow you look great......awesome job :-) Sent from my iPhone using RNYTalk

So I saw a specialist & did not like her one bit. So I decided to seek a second opinion. Is this over reaction on my part? People told me no because when your gut tells you this is not right you do something about it. So my next apt is next Friday. It is still a little discouraging but we will see. Have a doc apt this morning to discuss antidepressants. I am proud of myself for even seeking this help :-) Sent from my iPhone using RNYTalk

Highest Weight: 425 Surgery Weight: 395 Surgery Date: 05/07/2013 Last Weeks Weight: 338 Today's Weight: 338 Total Loss: 87 pounds At least I didn't gain any weight! Sent from my iPhone using RNYTalk

Thank you mitzie46 I might take you up on that offer. Have my first, I assume of many, appointments to figure out what is wrong with my down there. I just hope to have a resolution before my next cycle because I don't want to be in that much pain ever again. Sent from my iPhone using RNYTalk

Thank you :-) I have made an apt with my doc with a note from my therapist for an antidepressant. It doesn't hurt to ask for a little help. Heck I ask for help when I decided to get the surgery. Again thank you :-D Sent from my iPhone using RNYTalk

It seems that over the last few weeks my motivation to do anything has disappeared. I haven't worked out in 3 weeks, my eating is bad, & I just don't want to do anything. I found out recently that I might have to have an ovary removed & a possible hysterectomy. I am only 35 & have never had children. I think this has effected me more than I think. Plays with the head really. Trying to get back into my routine but I think until I get answers in a few days it's just not gonna happen. I just feel so alone in this. It has taken a toll on my work products, my school assignments, & even my friendships. I feel like I just need to get my ass out of my head but I really don't want to. Ok enough of the putty party......I just needed to vent a little.

Highest Weight: 425 Surgery Weight: 395 Surgery Date: 05/07/2013 Last Weeks Weight: 337 Today's Weight: 338 Total Loss: 87 pounds At least I only gained a pound. Need to get back on track because I see old nasty habits starting again :-(