Congrats to all you Stallers!
I'm going to have to add my self to that list of Achievers!
Please be advised the following will take a minute but well worth it....all typed/pecked out on my phone. Hope this can help someone and if not that's cool too. During a weight loss journey one must be many things...learn what works for you and go for broke, don't let up on yourself. You have one body, one mind and soul/spirit, therefore, only you should choose your FINALE. This is not selfish at all, I promise. So make some room for me on the bench, I'm coming out!
I've been dieting & exercising for 3 faithful weeks only to have my scales and body stay the same. Week1-basic strict food, week2-one simple dinner, light lunch, healthy Snacks and replace 1-2 meals with Protein Shake week3-liquid only. I will check measurements tonight for any change.
Now for the crazy part, I have a traditional & high tech scale. I weighed my self last night & my husband followed suit. We decided that the traditional was just broke (it was being too kind) & the high tech one was sensitive (it was being too indifferent). They vary on any given day by 2-6 lbs. I got real close to being upset/frustrated & felt like crying but as I laid myself down for bed I promised my self at least "1" POUND would be in my favor when & if I rose from my slumber. This morning the husband and I are preparing for my EGD/UPPER GI @ 8AM and "by golly gee" we had won the popular vote, FAT was out at least it appeared to be on all polls! "254" I refrained from a spiritual happy, happy, joy, joy dance (TERRIFIED that both scales would go out with the trash today). I told my husband we'll see when we get to the hospital...check in went fast, anxieties try to set in..to the scale (shoes & clothes on) that scale said *254* I almost passed out! Still didn't accept it until I got my BMI reading of 38.2! 265, 11 lbs lost in 3 weeks 254 please math genius CONFIRM because I'm in disbelief/confused. A last minute show of possible PROGRESS?
I will be the first to say this is a hard journey but I pray you proceed with it & never give up! I was denied 3x but I knew it was erroneous according to my policy. Insurance Directors/Dr's are paid like the rest of us; just a little different by denying get a bonuses/incentives. Why else would I be approved & denied the very same day? Their response, was my Dr. office called & cancelled, come on now...who does that?! Well needlessly fro say, I have 2 approval letters & 3 denial letters...stay on the insurance & the performing surgeon. Be relentless, don't accept no, & HELL even rebel if you have to...think that is why I'm able to share this with you all. My Dr's office got frustrated, didn't want to do a peer-to-peer (Director/dr of insurance & your surgeon discuss your need for surgery & the reasons why its recommended. Do your HOMEWORK! Know policy, procedure, develop a plan of action & work it. I was told that my Dr. Hated peer-to-peer, therefore, he would not do one for me and that my options were to pay cash or do a 30 day appeal & sit wait for it (meanwhile, be still & go crazy & start hoping, wishing & praying they rule in favor of helping save my life no sitting around for me). I got a life to live, I refuse to be that statistic. No @#$?%* THAT! Not that those things are bad practice...there's a time & place for everything & this time called for LIVE ACTION FIGHT THE POWER MOVEMENT BY ONE SERIOUS MORBIDLY OBESE WOMAN! Words from my surgeon by "my" choice! And Dr. he can't/won't pick up the phone on my behalf to back up his very own findings (for whatever reason)? Oh "HELL NO", trust I got my own phones. Right is right, here I go...I'm a person that never really accepted comprehension of the word no, No, nO or NO. Called performing surgeon office heard them say they were just gonna appeal it; it was almost like sure we can get it approved. I'm telling myself no you can't because I handed you perfect case file, everything was done when I came in your office for consultation. Seriously, all that was needed were the clearance/recommendation letters from various Dr'w/NUT & push the damn submit button...well I told them to go ahead & submit person in charge of my file seem frustrated with insurance not me because real & sweet...lol but I'm no fool for things that make no sense. Inquired about Cash route advised it was feasible.But proceeded to follow up on my research and called my plan b & c. Then call plan a back and requested my medical records. They then asked why & I told them I needed them for my personal records/use & when would they be available for pick up...Friday I said "ok thanks, good bye"-
I never made it...got the call that I was approved, approval code & set necessary dates for events lead up to surgery date of December 10, 2012 originally November 12, 2012 but all the same I will be a SLEEVE SISTER! Trust, I have no hard feeling for my any one at my surgeon's office. I am proud of me for taking much needed steps I'm at peace with myself.
Be a blessing, if to no one else but yourself...Yeh, I'm sure I'll have or continue to have critics but they will not control life or decide on my destiny.
Peace & one love,
CJ