Im getting really scared reading about your struggles and Biancahanke also Im sure everyone feels this way after the surgery i just hope that it will pass quickly for the both of you! i think you are a very beautiful girl its really good putting to a face on you lol I think you are doing great i would love to lose even 30 lbs I cant wait to hear about how much better you are feeling in the weeks to come! good luck and i will keep ya in my prayers! "both of you!"