I'll be praying for you.I started my journey at 286 pounds.I am 36 and a mom of 6.I am part of a bariatric program that encourages you to follow the south beach diet.I have lost 40 pounds pre op and am having my gastric sleeve done on Oct 1st.Something just seemed to click for me, especially once I knew hope wason the horizon.You can do this, don't lose hope.Keep us posted on your progress, I know you'll do great