CHELTON321

I am applying for the gastric sleeve. Seems I'm always hungry, hungry hippo. And with my lifestyle modifications and the sleeve, I am confident that I will achieve my goals. The choice to have the sleeve is not easy one. I'm terrified of surgery. Mostly that i will be one of those that "wake up" during the surgery. I know that with all the medical advances that its very very unlikely but i still worry about it. Irrational I know. Well, right now I'm sitting in limbo. Met with the surgeon- check. Dietician-check Scheduled app with psych consult-check. Loose 10%- slowly working on it. I have went from 204 down to 195 so far. Hit humps and bumps. My worst bump would have to be Sunday family dinners. SOOO much FOOD!! I did really great this sunday. I only ate about 25% of what i would normally consume. yay me!! I do little excersize. My chronic fatigue has me down. Plus full time job and toddler and a very lazy messy husband, leaves me with housework, housework and more housework to be done. I would like to join a gym but having social anxiety (weight induced mostly) thats easier said than done. I'm looking to get a decent priced treadmill to use at home. *fingers crossed* Well going to get back to work.