marielena3155

I put this off a year ago. Got a tummy tuck and though I look ok, I'm still fat. I'm reconsidering this surgery and my bmi is 32. I am tired of the constant depression , the inadequacy. I am just done.

Ugh even though I want to do this soooo bad! I'm to scared to follow through, specially with the lack of support. My date is march 25 but I'm seriously doubting ill make it to Mexico. Is just so scary for me

Haha funny that I see this. Today I got my preop an post op diet and I was like omg this is going to be hard can I do this forever?

My husband says that he is just scared and has been very concerned for me.. But look I truly know where I stand. If I do this, it will be forme. I appreciate that he is worried but his absence and negativity just put a huge dent on my love for him.

By the way... My husband can kiss my ass any day of the week because if there is one thing he can't control is my hard earned money... I'm paying for my surgery with my own money I have been saving. Every time I saved before we had to use it for something for the house or family, not this time sorry. I save 5000 to do this and wether I do it or not he can't talk to me about money. He has not been supportive in any freaking way Not economically or emotionally so again... Kiss my ass, I can tell you this process has been real tough and disappointing. We on risking grounds as you can see lol. I have been re evaluating why we are together...If I can't have your financial, physical or emotional support why the hell are you around smh? He's a great dad and person and all but this has brought things to light that i do not like and even if we can get past it... Is embedded in my soul.

Thank you so much for that I'm .im still not100 percent convinced and is all due to the complications and my family being a pain in the ass. But I wan to e skinny so bad!

Thank you brainy babe I appreciate your kind words.

You guys are awesome... I'm so happy I found this forum. You guys have been my light in the dark

You are awesome for doing this

Bid daddy joe I'm also march 26