I think you will be alright! Its just your mind getting to you. Im 4 days out and have been good, just drinking water, a little diluted juice and tried crystal light today. I had like 3 spoons of jello yesterday, it didnt seem to make a difference. My husband just literally got done cooking himself lunch and it smells intoxicating! I want ot eat something now, but I knw I cant. I weighed myslef this am, even though I didnt really want to- have lost 12 pounds since my surgery check in weight. Im going to assume Im losing water at this point though lol. I just wish there was more stuff to have during clear liquid stage. My manual my doc gave me says clear liquids for 4 weeks! I can start protein on day 8 though. Pureed food starts on week 5, soft food week 7 (if all goes well). I cant even imagine it, but Im doing it. Just try again, and talking it out helps alot!