TinyMamiOf3kids

He wants a maid not a wife & a woman that gets grab all day & is willing to have sex when the man wants it. I think he is tired of putting in one hundred percent for the bills. Our agreement was he pays all the bills & with my monthly check I will buy grocery & diaper. Now he wants me to work. I'm not allergic to work. If I'm able to get social security which I'm working on & get approve that's an extra check a month that can help me out with my bills. It won't be forever once my bills are lower I can get a good paying job & won't need hubby to pay my bills. It's been 16 1/2 years and we all know in this country your nobody with bad credit. If he stops being an a*** hole and continue paying the bills if should take about two years to finish it all. I have no one to run to. My mother & I don't talk anymore. Leaving to go where? My neighbor? This is my home this is what I know but I honesty don't see my self with my husband until my small kids are teenagers.

Awww I feel so special thanks

This is one time in about 5 trys in 2 months. I wouldn't push my luck.

Sometimes I do think it's genetics. I have seen really heavy people,and the kids are the sameway.

Hello, Gosh! I hate having people knowing what I'm dealing with,but my good friend moved to Florida,and I lost all my friends once I got with my husband. I had a best friend guy,and my husband found a photo of him,and said I didn't know you were into black guys. I said he's my best friend. He said there's no such thing as a boy/girl best friends. So growing up I didn't have a computer so yeah I wanted a computer once I got with my husband,and my computer became part of my world. I meet my best friend on line she's Jamaican,and we are still friends. I meet other people,but it didn't work out. So the few people I do know are my neighbors. So I rely,and depend on the computer for communication,and to interact with other people. I'm having a hard time with my marriage now. We are in marriage counseling,but my husband is a totally different person with the counselor,and is a whole different person once she leaves. I'm trying hard to hang on to this marriage,but I feel it's over,and I have done everything I can to try to save it. Arguement today: Me, 8pm why don't you order a pizza. him, nothing Time passes: I'm feeding my kids him: since you been on this diet you put everyone on a diet. I told you this was going to happen. Me, I'm not on a diet. I cook all the time. I told you to order pizza at 8pm and it's passed 9pm.. He then continue saying your going to have to pay your own bills. How much is my half of the phone bill? I said we have a family plan and we just renew it. If you felt this way you should had let me know before the contract was renew. He also told me to get a job. I said are you going to watch the kids? He said no that would be your problem. I said ok then I will see what happens. I also said tomorrow your gonna be all happy as if nothing happen. Well here is the real deal.... He is always accusing me of cheating which I'm not. I go threw my moments where I won't cook for a day. He says someone is putting things in my brain. Who? I don't have any friends. I get two checks per month and in total is under $700 How do I pay my bills which is I say $500 minium payment in total. Then also buy grocery & on top of that buy diapers. It's impossible for me to do all that. If I get a job,and it's minium wage my kids disability will be cut or maybe taking away. If I'm not going to be making tons of money it's not worth me working. Oh god I don't know what to do. At this moment I know I'm near finishing my bills,but I can't do it on my own. My back is messed up so I'm trying to apply for social security not SSI. I can't even sleep. I'm hear thinking what I'm going to do.

I didn't get on top till like 4 weeks. I was about 5/6 out when I had sex.

Looking good

Very normal to be nervous. Im glad you like it here.

Did you have problems getting pregnant when being over weight? Just being curious... Why lose weight to gain it back in 3-4 years? When you get pregnant you have to eat & with the exception of me you gain a lot of weight. I gain 15 pounds with 2 pregnancies & 7 pounds with my last child. I would want to have all the babies then get surgery. Do they open you up again insurance covering of course after you have a baby redo gastric bypass?

Speedy recovery & all the best.

If I get any shorter I won't reach anything Lolz

Good job! Congratulations

I'm sure your not the only one. Give it time. Someone will pop up.

We are in the same boat. I love seafood but shrimp won't stay down. I'm good with fish. I'm so limited. Mash potato fish sunflower sea frozen mash & meat loaf on a really good day.

I manage to eat 1 egg which I was always vomiting. Making progress let's see tomorrow.

Do the obesity in children has to do with parents not knowing how to cook & ordering a lot of fast food? Me personally I got fat by ordering out at work. I didn't order out so much at home but I had my lazy moments. I did always try to feed my kids home cook meals. My kids are not over weight.

Sweety when a comment bothers me I ignore it. You do what you feel is best. Unfortunately I'm struggling with food but it doesn't mean the next person will be. Everyone is here to help but some people are more blunt then others. No one is trying to judge I'm pretty sure & we all got here because we love food. I know I love food.

Lolz

Men are pigs!

Yummy the good stuff right?

Yes very normal