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thank you raven

feels thank for the support im ok now scorp dont be so hard on me pls. i apprieciate your concern but i already felt bad. im over it now

you guys are sooooooooooooooo lucky i guess i am so fat i have to. this is day 6 for me i cheated 3 times. i lost 7lbs though. i have one more week so starting tomorrow i am buckling down right now i am 283 284ish. i want to me 280 by surgery next week i started at 296. lost 6lbs before the liquid diet

velena i am trying girl. you know the struggle.

tish i know it went well. justine i failed but i am ok with it i am human jeepers we drink and eat the same things i am drinking crystal light right now

hi friends well i been bad. last night omg i was so hungry and nothing i mean nothing crystal light jello pudding soup broth nothing helped i stopped and got fried chicken strips and frys i ate like i hadnt eaten in days (tecnically i hadnt lol) than today i made chicken enchaladas from the chicken i made broth with and i ate some good news is i sent the rest with my son so it wont be in the house.. with that said i found the problem. yesterday at work each time i went to the bathroom i had to go through the lobby and it smelled of fried chicken omg i smelled it all evening of course that prompted me to want fried chicken strips. and i had them. the enchaladas well that just happened. i know i have to learn control but thats why i am getting sleeved that tool will help me with my protions and choices. so i am not perfect and i dont regret what i ate at all i am back on track tomorrow i still have a whole week to lose more weight and i will. hope everyone is doing better than me. and if you havent noticed i am a very honest person i tell on myself lol.

i have not been a good girl. actually i am angry why must we starve ourselves everyday, and then cave in. ppl say you will need control after you have the sleeve so start now thats bull to me. with the sleeve my tummy will be smaller and i wont be able to induldge. the reason i am getting the sleeve is because diets have failed me in the past. i will not feel guilty about what i did last night and today (shhhhh.,lol)i still have one week to get it together i am not perfect and will never be perfect. i just wanted to share with my new friends what i have done. i lost the weight he wanted me to lose i cant continue to starve myself. a week maybe but two weeks who am i fooling. sorry if i let anyone down but i am only human.

well made it through the day so far. i am still at work having dinner but instead of my homemade broth i had the black bean soup in the cafe just to keep my cravings down along with my pudding. i want chicken strips though

honey bee did they say how you got the leak? im sorry god is with you and you will be ok soon. welcome photo happy

raven today is better. i work at a hotel and everytime i go to the bathroom i can smell the food from the resturants, driving me crazy. but i am being good i am about to make me some tea

welcome 7 and i am 47 myself

welcome pink

moe i am day 5

no i will just use a reg pillow and its about all of us

thanks beth and put those cigs down girl. shoot kaiser gives you a nicotine test and if you fail no surgery

i posted it wrong i was 290 on the 29th and today i am 283

thanks cooks

shewolf my dr is very strict thats why billymom i gave in girl i had some wendys chicken nuggets and fries. and you know what i wasnt satisfied. it was like eating nothing. butr i am better today. made a new batch of broth made my pudding. but i forgot the gum. but i brought my tea. i might even get a cup of coffee with sf syrup from starbucks. i am ok now now the only thing standing in the way of the surgery is my mammogram results its taking so long to get them if something is wrong they will cancel my surgery i dont want that so ive been emailing my dr to get the results stat so if something is wrong we can resolve it before the 12th

thats right cookeeeeez. thank you for being here

you guys are the bestestes lol. thank you for all the support i am feeling a little better the night is almost over. off an 45mins

hi billymom, i left my gum at home grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr nate thank you i will bring my tea tomorrow we have starbucks here but they close at 6 pm zuri thank you so much tamara you are so very lucky. yes ive tried the Soup i dont like that the Water has to be a certain temp in order to mix thats to much trouble. thank you giselle i will try that actually broth is my dinner but i dont get off till 1030 tonight so i ddidnt bring enough i will tomorow. thank you lvn no i havent.

RAVEN I WANT TO EAT RIGHT NOW SO BAD.

scorp ive been loosing when i went to the dr i was 290 now im 294 5 days ago

i am on day 5 of my liquid diet. i never thought i would say this but i dont want anything else sweet. sf jello, cyrstal light i cant tolorate them anymore omg. my pudding is ok its just those two. i dont know if i can keep this up i want to eat food right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. i am so glad this forum is here so i can vent. oh and lets not forget the peeing omg how much water do i have in me omg i am at work and i sware to you i go about every 20 mins and it be a lot not a trickle i have a full bladder. i want to add some source of food so bad omg i cant take it anymore helppppppppppppppppppppppp grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

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