corie_tx

Having to do shakes (with water only), tea, coffee, diet soda, can eat sugar free popsicles and sugar free jello. I am so hungry around dinner time. I am hoping this gets easier. The dr's office recommended I put coconut or cinnamon extract in the shakes, made a huge difference. I have lost at least a pound a day, hopefully the weekend is not too bad.

April 10th.

I was just approved and find out my surgery date on Monday. I remember getting off the phone after being told I was approved started to shake and tears rolled down my eyes. I couldn't explain why I felt the way I did. One day later, I had my highs and lows and again crying asking why am I not jumping for joy. My family has been great, my son told me you are losing your friend. A friend who has always been there. I cried and told myself it is not goodbye it is just we will have a different relationship. Still fill like I am in a funk. I have wanted this for such a long time, I hope to get to that happy place. Good luck to everyone and thank you to those who have offered your kind words of encouragement.