siniam21

i know exactly how u feel and i know its not a good feeling to feel like a booty call, its like in front of people u seem happy and u put on a front but when come home u feel worthless, i lived that type of life a while ago, and im gonna tell u now its not worth it, all ur doing is letting these guys use u and ur using them.at the end of the day there is no love or feelings, cause if there was u would be their girl, and then the worst part is that guys goo behing peoples back and degrade us, thats why we gotta love and respect ourselves, i took some time to myself and learned more about me and relized that in reality i was just hurting myself in the long run, so i think u need do that and focus on your school and stop worrying about going out that life is temporary ur not gonna do that foreva, that gets wak after a while, i know from experience, i also think talking to someone like a therapist wouldn't hurt:scared:

i really think u should give ur self so much credit for the weight u have lost, u should have more confidence in yourself and not worry about what people gotta say, there gonna talk anyway thats life, we all go threw it as long as u focus on u, remember its about u, and i totally relate, wheneva i see a skinny girl eating, which is always my 120 pound sister, it pisses me off, shes been skinny her whole life and so was i but i just became a couch potato and gained 80 punds in a year so i can relate, but look at it this way, your almost there, stop eating everything that taste good and workout good luck

my life is getting ready to blossom, i can't wait to get my surgery and work on myself, this is one time in my life that everything is about me, i feel so ready and mentally capable of changing my way of living:) by the way im so in love 2/10/2007 well i recieved the news that i am gettting the surgery because my therapist really believes in me and im so happy, but now im feeling kinda nervous and anxious because i saw this website at Youtube.com/lapband and i saw alot of people talking really negative about the lapband and i have faith in god so im not gonna let everyone elses experience control my dreams, so that got me a little nervous about everything, but otherwise than that i feel very good. but im trying to figure out how am i gonna go on a liquid diet 4 weeks b4 the surgery i think thats gonna be the hardest challenge in my life feedback anyone???

my life is getting ready to blossom, i can't wait to get my surgery and work on myself, this is one time in my life that everything is about me, i feel so ready and mentally capable of changing my way of living:) by the way im so in love 2/10/2007 well i recieved the news that i am gettting the surgery because my therapist really believes in me and im so happy, but now im feeling kinda nervous and anxious because i saw this website at Youtube.com/lapband and i saw alot of people talking really negative about the lapband and i have faith in god so im not gonna let everyone elses experience control my dreams, so that got me a little nervous about everything, but otherwise than that i feel very good. but im trying to figure out how am i gonna go on a liquid diet 4 weeks b4 the surgery i think thats gonna be the hardest challenge in my life feedback anyone???

i congratulate u on ur life change , im in the process of getting the lap band, i have the same problem with my stomach, after i lose the weight i plan on getting a tummy tuck also, i just wanna know if u know a good doctor and i would like to know how much it cost u? if u don't mind thanks so much reading your story gives me so much hope

my name is sinia mejia i was referred to a lap band specialist because of my obesity, i weigh 240 ibs and im 5'3 the doctor said i was a perfect canidate for the surgery, so i got a bunch of testing done,and ive completed all that, i had a sleep test done and i was diagonosed with sleep apnea, now they said i have to sleep with a cpap machine 30 days prior to the surgery also i met with a nutrionist and psciatrist, they both cleared me for the surgery but, i am in a drug and alcohol program because i am an addict, i relapsed in november , ive been attending meetings and i really have gotten myelf together and i have maintained my sobriety, but now the pshciatrist is asking my program for a letter of compliance and also a letter stating that they will be my support after surgery, so i spoke to my social worker about it and she said she was gonna call the surgeons office and see exactly what they need. now im very worried because im scared that they ask if i relapsed or anything and i really don't want anything to affect me getting my surgery. my social worker said that she can write me a letter saying ive been complying and they will be my support but she said shes gonna call and make sure. so my questions is can this situation push me back from my surgery, because i relapsed and used only marijuana, can that possibly be a reason for my surgeon not to want to do the lapband surgery for me someone please help

well i feel a little bit depressed about the whole situation, i really regret that i smoked but then again i am an addict and i was really in a bad place at the time and of course i did what i knew to do best and that was use. i feel better today, i attend ma and na and it really helps, but once i got that news that they needed that letter i felt a little discouraged, but i pray that it works out for me cause i really need this surgery, im only 21 with diabetes, high cholesterol, high blood pressure and sleep apnea, i weigh 245 and im just not happ at all , i mean whats the worst that could happen, they won't do the surgery?? thanks for replying by the way:)

well im in the process of the surgery ive done every test and everything, and i recently saw the pshciatrist and she cleard me but she asked me if im in a outpatient program and i said yes, i am in an drug and alcohol program because i am addicted to marijuana but i have come a long way, anyway she told me she need a letter of compliance from my therapist and psciatrist that i see at my program, she faxed a letter to my therapist and my therapist said that she was gonna give her a call and see exactly what she needs, now i relapsed this past december on marijuana, since then i have attented my meetings and ive been sober, i spoke to one of dr geuss assistant and she said that they need that letter to make sure ive been compliant with my program , but im worried that if my therapist tells them i relapsed that i won;t be able to get the surgery what do u think thanks for ur reply

i am in the process of surgery threw doctor geuss but i have a little bit of concerning questions someone please help

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