I am so sorry I hope you feel better honey. It sound like maybe he didn't care about you if he did he wouldn't walk away llike that or maybe is scared of losing you only time wil tell just relax give him so space maybe he will come back or even call you. Please don't let you baby see you breaking down he have you! Your heart will heal over time maybe someone new will come around and take care of the both of you. Pray about honey don't let that man make you feel that way 2012 is your year of a new body and a new life with or with him! Hold your head up! If you have to move so be it love you don't need stress right now your WLS pals are here for you love! If you need anything just ask hun you are a strong woman don't let him take that from you EVER!