Brian66

I still consider myself a success story. I had my surgery two years ago (7/13/2010) and I have maintained a weight loss of about 120 pounds. I look and feel better than I have in my entire adult life. I am writing today because I want to keep it a success story while I still can. Here's the thing. I went to my surgeon for a check up yesterday and his first words were, "OK, now it's your be careful time." I gained 2 pounds since my check-up last year. His concern is that once the weight loss stops, your body re-sets itself to a new equilibrium and it is easy to re-gain weight. Am I surprised that I gained weight? Hell no. I am surprised that I didn't gain more. For a long time time, I've been cheating like hell in what I have been eating - Cookies, candy, chips, pretzels, etc. -- all the stuff I have always loved. Why did I do it? Because I could, that's why. I have been able to eat those things, albeit in smaller portions than I used to, and I have felt some joy and excitement because I have felt like I was getting away with something. I wasn't eating because I was hungry, I was eating because I felt like it was a challenge to see what I could eat. How messed up is that? I either kept losing weight or didn't gain anything, so it really did feel like I getting something over on someone (Who? Beats me.) My first thought when I saw the gain of 2 lbs was, "No big deal, what's 2 lbs when I have lost 118?" But then I started to think, every bit of weight I ever put on came in 1 or 2 pound increments and it really started to scar the cr*p out of me. I will not go down that road again. I have come too far and gone through too much to allow myself to do that to myself again. One of the main reasons I had this surgery is that I felt that even if I could lose weight with diet and exercise (highly unlikely), I just could not go through all that hard work just to have it come back. Even knowing that, I have continued to sabotage myself. Man, the power that food has in my life is really amazing. Anyway. I am writing probably more for myself than for others. I needed to admit these things and to make myself accountable so that I don't screw up one of the best decisions I have ever made. Just wanted to put this out there and to remind everyone -- "Let's be careful out there." Thanks for listening. Brian

Two years out and I have no regrets at all. There are days when I miss eating what I used to eat, but that is how I got into trouble in the first place. It truly has been one of the best decisions I have ever made.

Isn't that the greatest feeling in the world? I love to see the puzzled look on people's faces when they realize that they should know me but just can't place the face. It has been a lot of fun!

I agree with Supersweetums. I do get hungry occasionally, but it is not the same feeling that I used to have. Sometimes, in fact, I don't feel the hunger at all and I don't realize that it has been a long time since I have eaten until I start to get a bit of a headache. The best way I can describe the hunger feeling that I do get sometimes is that it is a much "smaller" hunger than I used to have. I like to think that it goes along with the smaller stomach, but maybe that is just psychological. I do find that on the rare occasions when I do get hungry that I have to be careful not to overeat becasue the results are sometimes not so pleasant! All in all, even with the struggles I have experienced, the decision to have the sleeve was one of the best decisions I have ever made. Brian

I had my VSG just a little over two years ago (7/13/2010) and I consider myself a success story -- I have maintained a weight loss of about 120 pounds. I do find that I am still struggling with some head hunger issues. Last night, I took my kids to dinner at a restaurant that specializes in thin crust coal oven baked pizza. It was deliciious. I had one slice and I was absolutely full and knew that if I ate more, I would have trouble and could perhaps get sick. Even though I enjoyed it and was full, I really wanted that second slice and felt cheated because I couldn't have it. Fortunately, I got up from the table to use the restroom which gave me a little time to think of things. If I was full from the first slice and not hungry, why did I want that second slice so badly? The whole experience gave me a little insight into my relationship with food and how things got out of control in terms of my weight. I also need to realize that I should order only what I can eat comfortably, not what I want to eat. Just the other night, I ordered two tacos for dinner on the way home from work. The first one was great and would have been just enough. Fortunately, as I started to eat the second one, I realized that it would make me feel too full and could possibly make me sick. I promptly spit out what was in my mouth and threw it all out. I felt pretty powerful at that moment. This has not been an easy journey, but it sure has been interesting. Brian

I had my surgery on July 13, 2010 and it truly was one of the best decisions I have ever made. It was not an easy one for me to make. I was a widowed dad of three young kids - ages 15, 10 and 9 at the time - and I was really worried about the risks of having the surgery. Ultimately, I came to realize that the staying fat was a far greater risk to my health and put my kids at a much greater risk of being orphaned. IN the end, I did it for them as much as I did it for myself. Today, two years later, I have lost 120 pounds and have maintained that weight loss pretty consistently (I fluctuate within a 2-3 pound range). In the past two years, I have gone from: a size 54 suit to a 44 regular 18 1/2 or 19 inch neck to a 16 XXL Shirt to a M Size 44 pants to a 34. I no longer need mediciation for high blood pressure or high cholesterol and I no longer need my c-pap machine for sleep apnea. My back and knee pain have also all but vanished. Most importantly, I am engaged to a wonderful woman and we plan to get married next summer. I met her just a few months after my surgery and she has been very supportive. So, I am here to tell all of you who are considering this surgery to do your homework, find a practice where you feel supported and comfortable, but do not be afraid to go for it. If your experience is anything like mine, you will never regret it. All the best to you, Brian

I buried my mom on January 3rd. She got very sick very quickly and died four weeks to the day after being diagnosed with melanoma. It is still unbelievable to me how fast she went. One of the things I am happiest about is that she got to see me conquer my life long battle with weight with the assistance of an incredible tool - the sleeve. I had my surgery on July 13, 2010 and I have lost about 125 pounds since then -- from 300 pounds to 175 today. When I first told her I was going to have the surgery done, she was very nervous, but she came to trust my research and judgment and she became on of my biggest supporters. She battled her weight for much of her life, so she knew how difficult it was. She was very proud of me. I was lucky to have had her and I'll never forget her. Thanks Mom for your love and support and encouragement. Thanks for listening. Brian

Rainsong, Just wanted to take a minute to wish you well and to tell you to go with your gut as far as telling people. I was where you are in July 2010 just before I had my surgery. I was 44 at the time and a widowed father of three fairly young children. I made the decision to have the sleeve and told only my children, my mother and my brother and sister. I simply told work that I was having some elective surgery, "nothing serious, just something that needs to be taken care of." I did not want to be the topic of everyone's conversations and I think I was secretly afraid that it wouldn't work. I had my surgery on July 13 and by Labor Day I had lost about 50 or 60 pounds. People really began to notice at that point and I had to make a decision as to whether to tell people. Ultimately, I did start to tell my extended family and close friends, but I still have not told everyone at work. I just don't feel like it is everyone's business. I would caution you about one thing though. I've dealt with some guilt about "taking the easy way out," even though in my heart I know it is not the case. I see a therapist and he did help me to see that, even though I absolutely have the right to tell or not tell whoever I like, for me, keeping the surgery a secret did add to the feeling that I had something to be ashamed of. I do find that as I tell more people I do feel freer and lest burdened about "keeping my secret." Just something to keep in mind. Wishing you all the best. Brian

I had my surgery on 7/13/2010 and so far I have lost 120 pounds. This truly was one of the best things I have ever done for myself and my family. Brian

Congratulations! I know that having this baby was one of the main reasons you pursued your surgery. God bless you and your whole family and thank you for continuing to be such an inspiration and source of information to so many of us!

Hi Jen, Welcome to this site and congratulations on getting your sleeve. You are going to love it. I was sleeved a little over 14 months ago and have lost about 120 pounds. Good for you for doing this for your son. My kids were main motivation as well. I became a single dad to my three beautiful kids when my wife died of cancer in 2007. The kids were 12, 7 and 6 at the time and it scared me that I was putting my health at risk by remaining so heavy. After a lot of soul searching, I decided to have the surgery so that I could be healthy enough to stick around and finish raising my kids. WIthout a doubt, the decision to have this surgery was one of the best I have ever made! Good luck to you! Brian

Unbelievable! Congratulations! You look amazing! Brian

Great Topic. I've been heavy my whole life and I thought about my weight everyday for as long as I could remember. I was fortunate enough to meet my wife in high school and she loved me for who I was, weight and all, so I was able to coast along for many years, gaining weight gradually over the years. We had three wonderful kids and life was going pretty well. My world came crashing down around me the night before Thanksgiving in 2004 when my wife was diagnosed with a rare and aggressive form of abdominal cancer. After fighting it with all she had for two and half years, she died in February 2004 and I was left as a single dad of our three kids ages 12, 7 and 6. I probably gained another 30 pounds over the next three years as I dealt with the lonliness, stress, sadness and anger and was just hitting my heaviest weight of 300 pounds. Each time I went to my doctor for a checkup, there was more bad news...high blood pressure, high cholesterol, sleep apnea, back pain, etc. When my doctor suggested weight loss surgery, I was highly insulted...I was not that guy. However, the seed was planted and I began to think about it more and more. I felt like I was standing on the railroad tracks facing an oncoming train of additional health problems, diabetes and maybe even early death. My children suffered so much with the loss of their mother, I just felt like I had to so something to lose the weight and regain my health so that I could be there to take care of them. I also felt like I needed a way to lose the weight and keep it off as I had been told or read somewhere that of people who lose 100 pounds or more with diet and exercise, only about 2% keep it off. I found that statistic chilling and thought that even if I could lose the weight with diet and exercise (highly unlikely), I could not take the chance of gaining it all back. I started looking for a doctor to do the gastric bypass as I'd read negative things about the band, but I was delighted when my surgeon, Dr. Mitchell Roslin told me about the VSG and suggested that I was an ideal candidate. The more research I did, the more I became convinced that this was the right decision for me. Now, almost 14 months ago, having lost just about 125 pounds, I am absolutely convinced that, with the exception of marrying my wife and having our kids, the decision to have this surgery was the best decision I have ever made!

I absolutely love this post and I feel like I could have written it myself. I love the replies too! SInce my surgery last year, I have struggled with feeling like others would look down on me for taking the easy way out (even though no one has said anything like that to me). Even though it was not an easy decision to make to have the surgery and the first 6-8 weeks were pretty tough physically and emotionally, the fact is it has been pretty easy to lose the weight with this wonderful tool. In almost 14 months, I've lost just about 125 pounds and I was never able to come anywhere close to that in my previous attempts to lose weight. My weight was something that I thought about every single day of my life for about 30 years and it feels wonderful not to have this issue hanging over my head in the same way. I continue to thank God everyday that I was able to have this surgery. Brian

Gastronaut, Welcome to the boards. I've got about 10 years on you, but other than that our numbers are very similiar. I was just hitting my highest weight of 300 lbs when I decided to have the VSG in the spring of 2010. By the time all of the pre-surgical testing and insurance approvals were completed, I actually had my surgery performed on July 13, 2010. In the 13 months since my surgery, I have lost 120 pounds and I could not be happier with the results. One thing that this surgery will cause you to do is really take a hard look at how you've used and abused food. I always viewed myself as just a big guy who loved to eat, but after the surgery I realized that I was doing a lot of emotional eating - I ate when I was bored, tired, angry, sad, happy, frustrated, lonely, etc. I have always been overweight, but after my wife died in 2007 after a two and a half year battle with cancer, the problem only got worse and I put on an additional 30 pounds or so. As a single parent to three young kids, I really felt that I needed to do something dramatic to reverse this cycle in my life and get health so that I can stay alive to raise my kids. Perhaps the biggest challenge for me after the surgery was learning to cope with my feelings and emotions without my drug of choice -- food. Good luck to you as you start your journey. The sleeve is an amazing tool, but you are going to have to make some significant changes in your behavior and attitudes regarding food. Post often, ask questions and make full use of these message boards -- they are an amazing resource. Peace, Brian