Ive been so excited for this and been looking foward to it. Now Ive taken all the steps and I just need to lose the 20lbs before getting put on the waiting list. I honestly should ahve lost it by now. I just cant seem to do it. Part of me thinks that somewhere in the back of my mind im sabotaging myself because Im scared to death to have surgery. I ahve never had an operation before and Im scared to be put under. I have an irrational fear that i will have a heart attack or some adverse reaction to the anesthesia or something.
I dont knwo what to do and I feel stuck!!
Well, yesterday I started a primarily fruit and veggie diet and I started working out (exhausting!!)
Did anyone else go through this? What helped you?
Thanks in advance for any insight,
Ali