babygrl1234

I have turned over a new leaf. For the first time since my banding I have eaten at a potluck and not gorged myself to death. I feel satified and not uncomfortably stuffed. Now that is one heck of a NSV for me.

ZZ chocolate soy ice cream and milk are yummy. And extra dark chocolate is dairy free. You just wanna avoid the milk chocolate.

Congrats girl!!!! Good luck with everything, you a going to do great.

Man with everyone in school I ma starting to feel like I should go back....

J you crack me up. Daddy I eloped lol. We went down to Ohio since there is no waiting period. $40 donation and we were hitched the next hour. I have a lovely picture of us taken under the "Psychitric Ward/Marriage Licences" sign funny stuff.

Daddy we are on a very tight budget. Tighter than a virgin on prom night. $700 is a huge amount for me to part with and I do not use credit cards. SO yeah it is huge for me to do this.

I need a sugar Daddy to buy me a trip to MExico for my cousins wedding next March. Anyone wanna pay for me to go? I'll let you be my date lol.

That was my same initial thought. I could whore myself out to a few people =) I know I jsut need to suck it up and pay. It is just hard for me to spend so much money on myself.

There is a giant probability that I am too poor to buy the bike i will want and that is why i am procrastinating.

I was going to go shopping since it was getting warm outside but then the sky dumped 5 inches on us the other night. I am going to go as soon as it warms up for a few days. I am excited and itching to get out. But I don't want to buy the bike and not be able to ride it, so I am waiting not so patiently. I ate a whole box of GSC last weekend.

I have finally figured out why my cheesy bread does not taste like the professionals. I have finally entered the world of garlic salt. Random I know. Sorry.

Yeah everyone around here is sick. Glad you are feeling better. But most importantly did you lose any weight from throwing up? lol jk sorry you know I have to make a snarky comment like that. =)

Good call ZZ.

Coffee is for pussies and it makes your breath smell like ass. Yeah I know you don't like the negative use of that word but you are gonna have to deal since I stole the quote from Skinny Bitch.

Seriously the cafeteria should already be serving breakfast by the time I come down there at 6:45am. Seriously? There is no food ready? Can't a girl get a bowl of oatmeal? I would normally have no problem justs eating the toast or cereal I have here but it is too darn early for solid food. Okay rant over. How was everyone's weekend?

C we have built in radios in our ORs =) I am so effing tired.

Don't feel bad, usua;lly I don't notice tickers unless they are something major. You are too close to 200 for me to not notice!

I see you lost another pound Miss J!

C that is so normal though. The day before my liquid diet I had the worst hangover ever (end of girls weekend lol). Despite that I managed to have BK for breakfast, KFC for lunch, Hungry Howies pizza, and fish and chips from this amazing place near my house. Plus other random stuff. I was ready to puke it all up but I jsut had to eat it no matter what. I think back about it and I am really disgusted by the whole thing. I mean in that one day i ate more than I probably did the entire weekend we went up north this year. Probably twice as much. So don't worry. It is normal. It is a process. Sometimes it is hard to say goodbye lol. And I am still tired despite going to sleep at about 7pm last night. My family is in town from up north. For those not familiar with Michigan anything north of Lansing (think mid hand when using you hand map) is considered up north. Well my family is from waaaaay up there in the UP so I don't see them much. So there will be lots of card playing and late nights. Maybe I will leep when I am dead.

Thanks....I needed that.

I got .84 hours of sleep last night. Someone shoot me now and put me out of my misery.

Wasn't that last weekend J?

Bawchickabawbaw

You will know when hubby get home. Texas will be rockin =)

Stef is gonna get herself some good lovin tonight!!!!! And B the Big D is actually Detroit =) lol