I had surgery a week ago today and I cannot believe and was not prepared for the emotional toll it would take on me. I am a wreck. I have been regretting the surgery for the last 3 days wondering what I was thinking. I am so afraid I will NEVER enjoy eating again....its just ridiculous. I don't know how much longer I can handle this liquid diet.....ugh, it sucks!!!!
I am lucky to be blessed with some AMAZING friends that are doing everything they can for me, but its hard for them because they don't know exactly what I am going through.....I feel like I am so high maintenance right now to them and they are going to just get sick of me.....please someone say this will get better......because I am a WRECK!!!!
