I am excited I can't wait until I can set my date for surgery!! I'm nervous and anxious also! I pray this will work. I know it will it has to! I can't allow myself to live like this any longer. I want this FOR me. I've lived my whole life putting my family and everyone else before me but now is the time I put MYSELF before everyone else. I feel selfish. But I want more energy and I want to feel better! (Physically and emotionally!) I want to be able to someday have children running around *and*