Surgery date for April

Hey everyone new to this!!! So yesterday got my call with a surgery date and it’s for April. It’s a bittersweet feeling because I know it’s coming but doesn’t feel soon enough. I have been done with all my appointments since the beginning of January, I really didn’t think it was going to take this long. But I’m hoping there’s a cancellation and they can put me right in. Lol. Does anyone sometime doubt if this is the right decision for them? I just want to make sure I’m doing the right thing for myself and my family!!!