What am I doing? I start my liquid diet tomorrow. So what do I do for supper? I go out with my BFF and we share some appetizers and I have a mudslide. Because they are things I probably won't have again. I totally went crazy. Now the regret sets in. I have to lose 10-15 lbs in the next 14 days to have my surgery from lap band gone terribly wrong to RNY. Why would I sabotage that for some queso and liquor? I mean really. What a bad choice!!!

Don't be so hard on yourself. Most of us have that lovely food funeral before surgery.

Now, just get back on track immediately tomorrow so you can accomplish your required weight loss. Tomorrow is the first day of the rest of your new life and it is going to be a great new life!

Good luck!

Thank you. I needed to hear I wasn't an odd ball. Lol

If you stick to your preoperative diet, you won't have any problems with losing 15 pounds. Now to address your support system! Is this person going to be able to help you in future or sabatage you? Better have a conversation now!

Had the topic. Feel she will. The food funeral was more me then her. However the pre op diet is KILLING ME!!!! How do people do it. I don't mind shakes but broth and jello. ??? Everything in the house smells sooooo good. It's crazy. But so far so good. Two days down 11 to go.