So Frusterated

We sent my papers in to bc/bs of Mn on Feb 17. I spoke with the nurse 2 times over the last month and she assured me they received the fax and that it just takes time but she would call and double check with bc/bs. She called me back and said they didn't have everything they needed and couldn't read part of what they did have! So she re-sent them what they needed and now I will have to wait longer! I just have felt totally on hold for the last month. I have nothing to go with my bmi other than the length of time (2 years) - I know the end result is to lose weight and get healthy. But I feel like it will be easier with the help of the band. Right now I feel like I am at a stand still because I am afraid to lose to much weight, but I want to get this ball rolling. Since I started this process last April (almost 1 year ago) I have lost 24 pounds. I am so afraid of gaining it back and/or not loosing anymore because that is what has been happening most of my life. Ugh any suggestions or advise or support would be greatly appreciated. Thanks.