xxLaireaxx

Surprise Surprise, I've went down and up. It's a little discouraging to see all the progress you've made slowly be undone, so I refuse to let it go any further! I'm trying to find things to occupy my time other than eating...Yeeeeah that's not an easy thing to do considering I live in a hugely boring area. Maybe I should get a hobby? Like...cleaning...or knitting...oooor something that isn't a hobby my mother would have =_=. This is frustrating... ~Aerial :thumbup:

Surprise Surprise, I've went down and up. It's a little discouraging to see all the progress you've made slowly be undone, so I refuse to let it go any further! I'm trying to find things to occupy my time other than eating...Yeeeeah that's not an easy thing to do considering I live in a hugely boring area. Maybe I should get a hobby? Like...cleaning...or knitting...oooor something that isn't a hobby my mother would have =_=. This is frustrating... ~Aerial

I just had my surgery last week, I was pretty much un-effected emotionally until the day of my surgery when I realized everything was gonna change. I've always been overweight and have always had to put up these walls to protect my feelings and dreams from being crushed, but now I feel like they could possibly be set free. It's weird and I just wanted to know if anyone else feels similar Ever been held back from something because of your weight? Think of this as a second chance? :confused: