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So I am almost there, almost ready to get the big day on the calendar and I am still 99.9% sure I want this but there is that one little tiny voice lingering in teh way back of my mind asking me if I am sure, and I know I am but it is hard not to be nervous, yes there are risks involved here but I want it so bad. Did you have that itty bitty voice? What did you do to calm your fears? I am a mom of 2 small children, I have been overweight now for 7 years and each year seems to creep up another 10 pounds, I have tried to do it alone and had no luck, my kids come first it is just how it is, so I have been over looked for 7 years, which is ok, but I am at 256 now, my BMI is at 41 and I don't want to be in this same boat in a year from now, 2 years from now, 5 years from now etc. I cannot wait to do this for me. Please share your experiences with me!

So I am almost there, almost ready to get the big day on the calendar and I am still 99.9% sure I want this but there is that one little tiny voice lingering in teh way back of my mind asking me if I am sure, and I know I am but it is hard not to be nervous, yes there are risks involved here but I want it so bad. Did you have that itty bitty voice? What did you do to calm your fears? I am a mom of 2 small children, I have been overweight now for 7 years and each year seems to creep up another 10 pounds, I have tried to do it alone and had no luck, my kids come first it is just how it is, so I have been over looked for 7 years, which is ok, but I am at 256 now, my BMI is at 41 and I don't want to be in this same boat in a year from now, 2 years from now, 5 years from now etc. I cannot wait to do this for me. Please share your experiences with me!