minibikepilot

Thanks for the input..I guess my fear of comittment has been kicking in as well. I need to focus on all the positives and i really am ready to make a change in my life..

I have a lot of questions..I am 6'2" 360lbs..I've gotten approved for Insurance to pay for the lap band...I go on Dec. 15th to see the surgeon( I cancelled the 1st time because i was afraid) what should I expect.I am 39 yrs old and I'm struggling with getting my mindset right to get the proceedure? I guess my struggle is the fact that I use to be fit, I always thought I can still get back in shape...somehow I fooled myself to thinking I'm better off than i am....I did an inventory of my health and it doesn't look good... High blood pressure, sleep apnea, hypothyroidism, and depression have all taken a toll on me, plus I'm turning 40:scared2: in a few weeks.....I know I need this..I've steadily gained 10 -15 pounds a year for the last decade..I need to wrap my head around this so i can feel like I'm making a good decision and not taking an easy way out.... I don't know, just thinking out loud... any support or information would be greatly appreciated.