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HELLO MY NAME IS ASHLEY IM 27 AND IM GOING THREW THIS JOURNEY OF  A LAP BAND. I HAVE BEEN STRUGLING MY WEIGHT FOR YEAR ALWAYS HAVE BEEN BIG. EVER SINCE I CAN REM I HAVE ALWASY BEEN ON THE BIG SIDE. IN SCHOOL  I WAS MADE FUN OF WHICH OF COURSE  HURTS AND IS HARD TO FOTGET. IN HIGHSCHOOL  I HAD MANY FREINDS WHO LOVED ME FOR ME AND I WAS LUCKY BUT THERE ARE ALWAYS THE IGNORENT ONES  WHO DONT AND JUST ONE LOOK OR ONE WORD  CAN  BRING  A GREAT DAY  TOA  BAD ONE. WHEN I WAS  ABOUT 20  I HAD BACK SURGERY AND NOW  HAVE 2 BULGINF DISC IN MY UPPER BACK AND 2 COMPRESSED SO NEEDLESS TO SAY WEIGHT HAS MADE  A  BUG IMPACT ON MY LIFE,  I ALSO HAVE THE STANDARD HIGH TRIGS AND CHELESTEROL,  I ALSO  HAVE PCOS  AND AM BORDERLINE DIABETIC. I HAVE RESERVED THE LAP BAND INA TH EPAST BUT ALWAYS FELT I COULD DO IT ON MY OWN I HAVE ALOT OF PRIDE AND I FELT LIKE I FIALED IF I HAD HELP. SO FOR MANY YEARS  I DID THE TOTO DIETS. THEN I HAD MY LITTLE GIRL AND  ALL THE PRIDE WENT OUT THE WINDOWAND  ME BEING HERE FOR AS LONG AS I CAN FOR HER  SO I WILL DO  WHAT EVER I CAN. SHE DESERVES THE BEST MOM I CAN BE  AND I CANT DO THAT OBESE OR WITH HEALTH PROBLEMS. SO HERE I AM NOW WITH THE LAP BAND  AND GIVING IT MY ALL. THANK YOU TO  WHO ALL READ THIS AND PLEASE WRITE I ENJOY TLKAING OT PEOEPL ABOUT THERE EXPERIENCE  OR  FUTURE EXPERIENCEASHLEY