I have, for the very first time, gone on this website and inadvertently clicked into your blog. I have not had this surgery but have been mulling it over in my head for quite some time. I have listed the pros and cons (one of the cons being that I will be paying for this surgery in cash--due to ignorant insurance). ANyway, after reading your blog--I have to say that I am contemplating changing my mind and maybe opting to NOT have the surgery. Is the whole thing THAT bad?? I don't know where to start and how to make up my mind!! I don't have a surgeon--have never attended any seminars--what would be your suggestion for giving this a complete and thorough fair chance to learn all I can--OR from your experience with the LAP BAND--should I just bag it and forget it? Thanks!