Pamruto

Thank-you all for sharing your stories. I can say I eat for all the same reasons but to be honest I don't really know. I love food, I can't control the amount that goes in, I eat to feel better, I eat to punish myself. I have been banded and I am waiting for my first fill. I am sticking to the post surgery diet (4 weeks now, 2 to go) but its difficult not to grab a pack of chips or pig out on what my family is having instead of my half cup of chicken and vegatables. Food for my is an addiction. I have kicked the habit before but then fallen off the wagon and each time its harder to get back on so the weight would come back and each time add more. I'm hoping the band is a kind of seat belt that won't let me fall off as I don't think I could stand one more failure. Pam:paranoid