B’ina

It’s daft isn’t it. My weight yo-yos, and I currently have a bmi of 28, it would be safer for them to do surgery at this weight but I will probably need to wait until it swings back up again which seems mad. This year I have done 5 weeks and 4 days of boot camp. I feel I will never be able to achieve what I did this year again and have hit a wall. I just think it’s pointless having to wait until I’m 20lbs heavier. I’m so tired and down about it all as I am no mans land with no hope in sight.