Donnijeep

I think the Depression is the issue, hence why I was so low.

Yes, all the other areas are good, except my Vitamin D, which were extremely low. I stop taking my Vitamin D pills, but I need start again. My stuff just could be that.

I am up to try something new to get me out of this mindset because the pressure of trying to keep up is killing me. My whole life I dreamt to be thin and fit. I get my chance and I feel like I blew it. I see others 1.5 or 2 years after their surgeries, are thin & fit.

That is exactly how I feel. I have done good work, but I don't feel it, so I don't feel like the motivation is there because I still feel like the "same me". I was very depressed before the surgery, and now I just do things just do it because I feel it's going to help me keep going, but some days I don't think it's worth it.

I figured it would change my mind in life. Like make me work out more, eat better, and just be more active in life. I did (and doing) all that, but I still feel the same way as before.

I got sleeved 9/1/2016 and lost close to 100lbs so far. I eat right and worked out, but it I feel like blah. I been at this working out and eating right for a 1yr and a half and don't feel I'm losing weight. I'm still fat and I feel this surgery was a waste.