So nice to hear other people have had this issue. When I told one of my dearest friends about my plan for a sleeve she said. "Girl, everyone I've ever known who had that surgery lost weight temporarily and then gained it back. What else have you tried?"
I was so taken aback, I wanted to write out all the things I had ever tried starting with WW at age ten then starving all through high school, then compulsive exercise then a full blown eating disorder then jenny craig then WW again then the Scarsdale diet and South Beach and a medical diet and every other diet and gimmick in between. I wanted to scream, I STARTED COUNTING CALORIES AT AGE 9 AND I'VE NEVER STOPPED!
Then I realized that even our nearest and dearest friends don't understand the torture we put ourselves through in pursuit of a healthy weight. We don't express our devastation when we gain or our elation when we lose. It's a very private thing. That helped me to feel better.
My very best friends were completely supportive.
Hang in there, you deserve this!