Hello, Ladies reading your posts i want to share how i am feeling. Yesterday i went to the doctors and i did not get my surgery date and i had a melt down. I didn't lose the 20 pounds but i have 14 more to go, I was so depress when i left the office that i almost gave up I don't want to feel that way but there is no one that i can share how i feel here where i live so i just wanted to get on here and speak with my support group. Please let me know how all of you think. Please give me some encouraging words of hope.