locketsandcats

Hi everyone! I'm in my early twenties and have struggled with my weight forever. I've tried every diet since my mom put me on WW at age 15. I've also tried so many workouts, including months of dedication to crossfit and boxing. I lost 50 lbs two years ago, when I limited what I ate to essentially nothing, and worked out nonstop. I've gained 90 since that time. I'm currently at 265 lbs and 5'9, making My BMI 39.4ish...not 40. My only other existing condition to due my weight is terrible back and knee pain. I'm also learning so much of this process post-op is emotional and mental. Considering that, currently I am struggling so much with that. I've gotten a lot of hateful comments since not maintaining my previous weight loss. I could be a competitive emotional and stress eater. My biggest worry at this point is that I won't be approved. I'm with BCBS, and in my talks with them I've learned I'm "covered to the highest extent." Also, that I will need the 6 month directed diet, and that I am only covered through one specific clinic. This is a large clinic that feels a little rigid. I've heard of friends with great, small clinics, that work with you 100% to do whatever it takes to get you covered and the best care. My biggest concern is that I won't qualify, or that during some point during the 6 months I'll do something too well or not well enough and be dropped as a candidate. Thanks so much, loving this forum so far.