Oh sunshine, if I can only tell you how many times we've all done that before surgery but just kind of focus on what you feel like now and how healthy are going to be afterwords buyers remorse is one of the worst things but truly I can't speak for everyone but I've never wanted anything more than my surgery and I did everything in anything to get it the only thing that Saved my life if I only have one regret it would be that you were more discussions on The psychological physical and spiritual issues that come with surgery I'm not a doctor so don't quote me but I do know that when we are heavy for so long and you become thing in your whole world changes but you'll do great If you'd like to message me or talk feel free.