MB40

155.4 thanks Susan

Yesterday's weight 156.9

Looking for some pointers on sugar cravings, real felt free from them for a long time, but feel they are coming back especially with Holiday eating. I am a sleever so sadly I do not get sick if I eat it, wished I had truly understood that when I made the choice of which surgery to do.

My goal is 145 my current weight is 156.2

159.8 not where I want to be the holidays real paid their price. Back on track today and no more sweets, chips, dips. . . In this house

158.6

157.2

161.5 weighed in yesterday but forgot to post

161.9 this week

Just returned from vacation, 164.6

Thanks on the hair update. We were kind of given the impression in our presurgery prep classes that our hair would only fall out bad if we didn't eat out protein. Everything makes sense about the trauma.

Just for info. I had my sleeve 7/14

I know this is not related to the Holiday Callenge but wondered if anyone has any ideas. I eating my daily protein and taking my vitamins in the morning, not as good at remembering at night. But I feel like I my hair is falling out quicker than usual and I have noticed changes in my eye sight. Anyone have any tips? Being skinny isn't going to be as enjoyable with bifocals and a come over like my dad.

167.1

Sorry had to double check 170.2

Thanks for quoting I got a notice that way sorry Goal-would love 150, but I think 155 is more realistic

Forgot to give you my numbers, some how I do not always get alerts from the site 11/7 I was at 171.8

I am in

Renee, did you get my message

If you start another one, I would love to join in.

If you start another one, I would love to join in.

If you start another one, I would love to join in.

I have struggled with the candy tons for the last week. I wish in some ways that I had had gastric bypass so eating it would make me sick because it is so bad today, I can't even remember what candy I have eaten to log it. I feel like I am back where I started before surgery, out of control!

I am really struggling lately. I am still losing weight and am down from 242 at start of surgery investigation, 232 before start of liquid diet, 217 at time of surgery to 174.4. The problem is I find myself hungry or thinking about food much more often than I was before. I find myself doing the non thinking just shoving of food/chocolate in my mouth. It makes me wish I had had gastric bypass so I had disgusting effects when I ate fats/sweets. As well, I am perpetually tired and irritated. I have a hard time staying awake during work, focusing, and yet when I lay down at night I have a hard time falling asleep. I want to ring my toddlers necks all the time and feel like I cannot stand them especially before that time of the month. I want to tell off random strangers for their stupidity or behavior. I live in a perpetual state of fear of turning back into my old self in regards to food addiction and regaining the weight as I have always done in the past. Has anyone else felt like this? Does anyone have any ideas?

I am a 40 year old single mom seeking a mentor. I had weightless surgery on 7/14/14 and want a mentor to ask questions to, discuss fears with, be accountable to, and to guide me with the rest of my journey.