Hey Girl, I'm right there with you I want to go to Mexico I haven't made a date yet, I'm scared of failing, I love food, Its my only lover I've really ever known, although I'm married food still wins, Is this the right decision for ME?? I hate being fat, I own horses and yes I still ride, I'm the fatest person at the team sorting events, people look at me weird or at least I feel like they do, I'm at least 250 pounds, I would like to get to 140, so 110 lbs and I'm 5'4". I think you are so brave, I hope the best for you!