mamato3

What is wrong with me!?!? I should be jumping for joy with my progress so far, but I'm just not! Why is doing good not good enough for me? I'm sitting here feeling a little bit down on myself because I really thought I would have lost more weight by now. I weigh myself weekly and last week I was only down 1/2 lb. The week before it was only 1 lb. Average weight loss for the last 8 weeks is 1.68lbs/week. I am sure I am probably bordering on OCD here with all my number crunching, LOL. I am sure I need to just quit being so hard on myself, but I just feel so blah. I still do not have much restriction as I have only had 1 fill. 2nd fill is scheduled for the 28th. Perhaps some of this is still due to the ol "bandster hell" thing. I work my tail off at the gym and try to make really good food choices. Is 2 or 3 pounds a week too much to hope for?!?!? Anyways, I just kinda wanted to vent a little.

You have been through ALOT here recently, both physically and emotionally. You are one very strong and inspirational lady. Maybe the hesitation is just due to the fact that you need a break from yet another procedure? (even though a fill is no big deal) Who knows! BUT, if anyone will get through those feelings, it's you. :huh2: BTW, congrats on your recent surgery. You look fantastic! I truly admire you!!

I can not believe Mark is back. GRRR! If I was one of the contestants, I would be mad mad mad! They already eliminated these players once! LOL This show is always full of interesting and sometimes not very fair twists and turns. Mark will probably end up winning the whole thing.

You are the only one who can decide what is right for you. Personally, the sacrifices are minimal compared to the reward of living a healthier and hopefully longer life. Giving up carbonated beverages and some foods seems like a small price to pay not to be 250 + pounds anymore!

I also enjoy The Food Network and watch it way more then any person who is trying to watch what she eats should! I especially love Rachael Ray. She probably makes some of the most terrible for you stuff there is, but I still watch her all the time! Every so often she throws in a healthy recipe and you can also tweak her recipes to be a bit more healthy if you are creative. My hubby makes fun of me all the time because I like her so much. I want her pans and her knives and all of her cook books! Too bad we can't afford them LOL

So glad you found your ring! I almost lost mine too. I work part time as a nurse and the other night at work I washed my hands, dried them off with a paper towel and tossed the towel in the trash. I dont know why I looked down in the trash, but when I did, there was my wedding ring laying inside the paper towel! I'm heading out to find one of those "snugglers" today!

Best of luck tonight, Jaymie. Break a leg!

I have been pretty motivated on the exercise thing this week. I am actually starting to enjoy it! I met a lady at my little girls swimming lessons that has been keeping me motivated. Today she jumped on the eliptical next to me. I would have gotten off after about 10 minutes because I think the eliptical is so freakin hard to do, but she kept talking to me and encouraging me. She was like "just 2 more minutes, I know you can do it!". Next thing I knew I had been on it for 30 minutes! I am super excited! I found out I am stronger then I thought I was. MamaJava... as for the swim suit thing. No one is more self conscious then me! I have FORCED myself to get in my swimsuit and take my little girls to their swimming lessons. I think that I probably spend more time worrying about if people are looking at me then it's worth. I figure, let them look! They wont be looking at me at this size much longer! The swim suit I have worn for the last 6 years (probably a total of 6 times in 6 years since I hate getting in a swim suit SO bad) is too big already! Go for it.... you are doing something good for yourself! :tongue:

My first noticed non scale victory could have been really bad!! After washing my hands at work last night, I used a paper towel to dry them and tossed it in the trash. Luckily I glanced down to notice my wedding ring laying in the paper towel. It just slid right off without me noticing! While I am glad that I didn't lose my wedding ring it was a really good feeling that I have lost enough weight where they come off so easily. It used to be so tight I could barely take it off! I guess I will be heading down to get it resized!

Sorry to hear that you are feeling down lately. I do not have any miraculous advice for you because I am sort of right there with you. I had my first fill last week but still really dont feel any restriction. I'm wanting to schedule my second, but the doctor's office is not calling me back!! grr!!! This waiting for restriction thing is really hard. We have to rely on a whole bunch of will power and it is easy to feel like we just might fail. SOOOO, this is why I posted. You have such a wonderful attitude. You are always upbeat and jumping in to give much needed hugs when people are having a bad day. You always have nice, upbeat things to say to others. I think you need to take a deep breath and read some of the wonderful things you say to others. Then, take your own advice :thumbdown: This is a really hard thing we are doing here. If it was easy, none of us would be here. You are doing great. Keep your chin up and remember we are all here to listen and give you those kind and caring hugs right back. Good luck at Curves next week and I hope your move goes well.

I dont know if you would even consider this....it does involve some preparation but is so easy. Ziploc makes these nifty little bags called Zip'n Steam. All you have to do is throw your ingredients in the bag and pop it in the microwave. You can use chicken or fish or shrimp which you can buy in single serving sizes then take some vegetable and either cut them up or buy them already cut up, toss everything in the bag with some seasonings cook it up in the microwave. SO EASY! Believe it or not these are really tasty!! I was very skeptical but my hubby insisted on trying them. We have done salmon with peppers a bit of garlic powder, oregeno, olive oil, red wine vinegar, cook it for 5 minutes. Delish! Super easy clean up too. For quick lunches I tend to eat alot of deli meat. I either smear a small amount of cream cheese on it and roll it up or eat it with some kind of low fat cheese (rolled up of course). Canned tuna, salmon, crab or chicken with lowfat mayo celery and onion. I do love to cook, so this is all I am coming up with right now for the quick and easy things. I usually cook at least 1 meal a day for my family and pick out the Protein and veggies for myself. :thumbdown: good luck

Here's an update: Mamato3......242......199......228.5.......29.5

I was just wondering if your fear is more about actual flying, or the whole seatbelt thing? If it is more about flying, maybe talk with your doctor if you are really that nervous and he/she could give you something to settle your nerves? If it is more about the seatbelt thing... I am 5'4" and my highest weight was 262 lbs and I was able to wear the seat belt on airplanes no problem. I have flown numerous airlines and some are more snug then others, but I have always fit. OH, I also carry ALOT of weight around my waist where the seat belt sits. I think it will fit you fine :shades_smile: Have a blast in Vegas! It is SO MUCH FUN!!!

Congrats you all... you will be on the flip side before you know it. Then the fun begins! hahah Good luck with your surgeries and keep us posted.

Elissa.... I'm with you! Too bad I got this crappy Realize band. Had I gotten the other I would be down 100 pounds instead of 32. How stupid was I ?!?!?! OH, and by the way. My EMPTY band provided me with enough support to not feel any hunger for over a month. My first fill was 3.8 cc's. Pretty good restriction already. I couldn't be happier with my "realize" band! Renee

There was something really odd about seeing those guys cry like that. I have wanted Mark to be voted off for a long time now, but last night I learned that he actually does have a heart. He cares about other people and that was kind of refreshing. It is a game that each and every one of them joined to win. Walking away like that couldn't have been easy. How did you guys like the way Jillian kicked Brittany's butt?!?! I need her to be on my team for a couple of months. LOL

I'm getting no where fast either! blah! Want2beme 181/171 "I can do it!" wombat712 148/138 "OMG the 130's??" curr 143.8 Gweniper 218/211 curr 216 mamato3 233.5/223.5 "10 pounds in 21 days. Am I nutts?" cur 229 MANDYJO 180/172 I HOPE IT DOESN'T COME OFF MY BOOBS Biggestloser2be 202/195 "I can do this - I need the challenge!!!" currently 198 reif78 247 now/ 237 i think im crazy but i can do it!!! good luck all Current wt. 236 kyteachjules 294/288 movin' movin' movin' movin' movin' on down! mumof2boys 188/180 "If I do this, I will be 5 pounds away from 100 down" ---keeping my fingers crossed! stacy73 222/217 " I HOPE IT DOES COME OFF MY BOOBS"(inspired by MANDYJO)

Haha! 600 minute march is really funny. Count me in on the challenge too!

Sorry for the slow response. I was taking care of my darling almost 2 year old being her sweet little self. I live a little ways west of Richmond. We will be here 2 years in April.

We can only move back if my husband is able to find a job there. I am so homesick! Hopefully he will find something soon. I lived in C. Springs for about 2 years. Acutally I have lived all over Colorado. I dont care where in Colorado I live, I just want to go back!

Congrats on your approval. I know you must be so excited! I just had to respond because I too am currently living in Virginia, but my home is Colorado. I am hoping to be moving back there sometime this year. Just thought it was a neat similarity :biggrin:

I have lurked reading this thread since it started. I guess I'm just the quiet type. I dont put myself in the middle of too many heated debates. But I think that I needed to say that I am going to embrace my terrible triangle shaped piece of crap realize band and kick some serious a$$ losing this weight! If I have issues down the road, I guess I'll deal with them when the time comes. I feel confident that if you live by the band rules, problems will be less likely. We all knew the risks (which are the same for any kind of band) prior to surgery, right? I feel bad that this became such a heated topic. Aren't we all here to support each others weight loss?

I'm glad you liked the idea! I DEFINATELY could not have asked for a better shower! We had a great time You might want to check with the pottery place as far as if they are going to charge anything for the time or just for the pottery so you know what you are up for before you talk to her. Just a thought. Good luck!

Oh wait! I didn't mean for that to come across like it did. LOL I dont think you are sassy! Just the hairstyle

I really like the style you picked! It totally suits you. I think it is cute and kinda sassy!