Sweeterchild05

You guys are amazing. I admire each and every single one of you guys. I know this isnt easy. But I look at it this way. If its Gods will he will allow it to happen. If its not Gods will he can make everything with the insurance go wrong and decline it. For those of us waiting to do the surgey. Dont fear cause I have this confidence that we will be ok. If my 82 year old mom had a breast removed due to cancer and had chemo and radioation we can totally do this and she is 86 now so yeah we can totally over come!

So I am 29 years old and have been putting this off for years. Finally i have the guts to go through with it. My first appointment is April 11. I have read so many stories on how it can go right and how it can just go so wrong. I am totally scared to do it. The what ifs are haunting me.. What if i get a blood clot in the lung? What if something bad happens.. How do you get over this fear and just do it? I have read many people with the same fears so that comforts me that I am not the only one.. But O man...