almostcrushed2002

I keep saying I need to sleep bug...uhg...deep breathes it's going to be alright...praying

My surgery is in the morning. Today was my 42 birthday. And I'm excited and scared. Wish me luck! God bless!!

Thank you.

My surgery is this tuesday. I think I'm calmed down..and not freaking out as much. However with that being said....what do we do after surgery if we sneeze?! We are in the allergy season here in ks. And I sneezed 4 times this morning...leading me to a new worry. Count down is 48hours now till my new life begins!!!!

I've had horrible panic attacks false heartattacks...and bulging disks... and now use a cpap and on diabetic meds...hyperthyroidism and high blood pressure. Actually, more meds than I have ever been on in the past year. I'm excited and scared both at the same time. For the past week i have been on a strict 800 calorie diet with 30 or more physical activity and must consume 64 oz of water a day. Is that what everyone else has had to do?

I'm on the hmr 800 Cal diet right now and weigh back in tomorrow morning. Then have my preoperative ekg on Friday with all my blood tests. I hope when this is all over it stops all the scary health issues that have happened in the past year. Panic attacks and now a cpap.. fear I had a heart attack... I'm excited and scared. I guess that's normal right?

Next tues

I have my gastric bypass on tues. Is it normal to be this worried?

I have my surgery next tues. On the 25th. I'm scared and excited..Both at the same time. But I am so ready for all my health issues to subside.