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I just joined Bariatric Pal (haven't even completely filled out my personal information yet), and I really appreciate everyone sharing their concerns, discussing the risks and reporting the successes. I just received my insurance approval last week and my gastric sleeve surgery is scheduled for 4/24/14. I jumped through all of the hoops and tests my insurance company required to pay for the surgery and now that I finally *have* the approval, my nerves are kicking in. All of a sudden it's REAL. I find myself second-guessing my decision....probably needlessly. To combat my doubts, I'm trying to spend the time just before I fall asleep imagining the positive ways in which I hope my life will change. Simple things like being able to take my dog on long walks again (without fear that my back will start to hurt after I walk three blocks). Accepting that invitation to go on an afternoon of bike riding with friends. Being able to buy clothes I LIKE rather than having to shop at the big & tall store where you pay just as much as a nice department store but the quality they're offering is not up to par. I have to say, keeping these things in mind is helping to counter-balance my fears with the positive ways my life can change. And since this will be the first time I've ever had surgery, those fears can certainly speak loudly.