I am one of those individuals. I got scared and nervous in June when I was getting ready to see the surgeon to schedule my surgery date. I even thought what if I die while on the operating table. Insurance had already approved everything. It's December tomorrow and I regret not having it done back then. I called again last week and have a scheduled appointment for the 16th of December. I am going through with it this time. I continue to read everyone's blogs and I pray that mine surgery goes well and that my first years is successful.