Please go visit your surgeon's office or primary care doctor as soon as possible. It's important that your body receives adequate nutrition so that you fully heal from surgery, and also to prevent permanent damage from malnutrition. If you're truly not swallowing your food, your fears are founded and you should seek medical help before this goes any further.
I will not miss...
- being held back from doing so many physical things because my weight limits my energy and too much pain
- being constantly underestimated because of the way I look
- buying clothes from catalogs
- my chest and my neck fat meeting (HATE IT)
- shirts constantly riding up my belly
- feeling so darn physically awkward all the time
- looking older than I am
And pretty much everything everyone else has already said! Good riddance!