Well, here I am, mixed emotions with regards to having surgery. I certainly don't enjoy the extra weight, sleep apnea, sore backs, high blood pressure, high cholesterol and low self esteem. However, just thinking about being operated on in such a permanent way is taking its toll on me. I can feel the anxiety building.
I'm mostly worried about complications, malabsorption issues after surgery or in the long term and dumping syndrome I hear so frequently about.
My emotions are in a bit of a "yo-yo" mode as I was giving my operation date a couple of days ago.
Can anyone relate to how I'm feeling, and how did you deal with it?