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I can see it in your tummy. It looks.. how do I say this.. tightened up? I dunno, it's hard to explain, but I can see the difference

Could it be fear? I can't speak for earlier bouts of self-sabotage, but this is a pretty big decision for a pretty big surgery. I'm frightened and I haven't even had my first consult yet! BTW, I'll be getting mine done in Nashville

As far as going it doing it on your own, I'm afraid the statistics are not favorable. They're out there if you want to look it up, but it's depressing just how unlikely it is to lose a very large amount of weight and keep it off. That's not to knock anyone who has, it's un-freaking-believable and my hats off to them. It's also not to discourage you from trying.. but I'm a very numbers driven guy, and when I was weighing options and researching this just seemed like the best course of action

Fatty liver. Been thinking about it for a while (was originally the band), but having a fatty liver got the ball rolling. Haven't done it yet, but got my first consult next month!