jgirly86

aww thank yuhh...preciate it. I hope i can handle everything on my own..i havent told my parents yet and i think that will be the topper...my parents are very religious and im scared of theyre reaction,,,i know im not a kid anymore but they mean alot to me and i need all the help or support i can get so i hope they are understanding...this is \sooooo overwhelming.

Life has been tough very tough for me since surgery. I found out my husband was cheating on me and walked out on me two weeks or so after surgery (aug 22, 2012)I then moved out of my parents because they werent very supportive and then hit depression and was diagnosed with major depression and then met a wonderful guy who I dated for two months but broke up because I found out he had a baby on the way. We keept seeing eachother and I just found out im pregnant 2 days ago. Im very scared. This would b my first child and hes not wanting me to keep it but I have strong beliefs about abortion so thats not a option for me. Im worried that after all my hard work I might gain a lot of weight and not be able to hit my goal weight...im sooo proud of my success but now feel like it was all for nothing. My starting weight was 357 and im at 233 today my surgery date was aug 18, 2012.